pandora's box

the ills, the tills, the sadness, the sick. 

hopeless driven by hope. 

penance after overt penance. mistaken for the genuine. await, now young tension dealer. patience young tiller, but fight. 

greeks the jewish precursor. or greek the embodiment of the directive? the director silenced. knowing the misleading; misunderstanding, we approach the impossible. a tension inescapable. t'what echoes the reality, or t'what reality echoes the beheld?

and beheld, i can not behold. 

but extend from an extension of ambiguous confusion. and confusion i can not disguise without pretense; hesitance to relay that which can not be simplified, but to the stupefied. or so i say? and what i say? what? t'what? t'where? to do. i can not do. because the capitalistic method with which i act remains a counteract culturally, relatively. and relative i can not formulate. at odds. 

and director, i ask:

?

and director you exclaim:    .

winning a battle, losing a war

ii

winning a battle, losing the war. losing the war. losing the war. 

nauseous without description. hopeful without realization. 

Even though I'll never need her, 

even though she's only giving me pain, 

I'll be on my knees to feed her, 

spend a day to make her smile again 

Even though I'll never need her, 

even though she's only giving me pain 

As the world is soft around her, 

leaving me with nothing to disdain. 

Even though I'm not her minder, 

even though she doesn't want me around, 

I am on my feet to find her, 

to make sure that she is safe and sound. 

Even though I'm not her minder, 

even though she doesn't want me around, 

I am on my feet to find her, 

to make sure that she is safe from harm. 

The sun sets on the war, the day breaks and everything is new...